the cycle of addiction
Once I was alive apart from the law; but when the commandment came, sin sprang to life and I died. ~Romans 7:9 I am often asked by addicts "why" they struggle with addiction. (A better question might be "how did I get here?" which helps point to the solution: "how can I get out?") This is an attenpt to answer that question. Addiction is the insidious pattern of seeking to infuse ourselves with our drug of choice (sex, substance, gambling, food, etc.). At the root of this pattern is not attachment to the drug per se, powerful though it may be, rather it is the unbearable feelings of want driving the search for their obliteration. Current research indicates that dopamine release actually begins prior to the administration of the "fix", in anticipation, reaching its peak in the moments just prior to satisfaction of the want. An addict does not suffer from weakness of will or unbridled lust (a belief often held by addicts themselves). An addictive...